I had another week where I felt like I was mostly on plan with this healthy living thing. I also just felt like I was not going to lose any weight.
My week
I was on point almost the whole week. I had one weekend day where I was a bit higher and a bit over my food budgets but for the most part I was spot on. I am following the WW plan and that gives A person some weekly points for this extras…and I like to think to ‘live’ so I was actually ok.
My water consumption was a bit spotty. I made my goal most days but missed it a few times.
Exercise I blew it out of the water with a victory! I did great! I even upped the intensity with going from aerobics to step aerobics! It is amazing how something as simple as adding a step up and down makes a difference. I was doing Zumba and other cardio workouts and many of the steps are similar…except for the step up and step down that is incorporated. It makes a huge difference in intensity level!!! I’ve been having a blast!
So my week was mostly victorious in terms of the healthy habits that I have been working to incorporate into my life! So I have no clue why I was so nervous about any weigh in!
Stress
When will the stress bus leave me alone? It’s been one thing after another…some things linger…some come and go.
*Mom’s stroke and her rehab and current t state of course lingers.
* I had that situstion with my work that started last July with uncertainty about the stability of my job and if I would have a job after the beginning of October
* and of course let’s not forget Axe Boy and his run in with an axe….and of course his long time off of work (he is still off work…it will be at least 4 months off work before he goes back…if he goes back after his next doctors appointment.
So I’m still struggling with the stress of mom and still stressed about Jason’s injury and the ongoing single paycheck family status for us. The work thing righted itself and my job remained secure. Until Friday when they called us into another meeting. My current team is now being disbanded…”they are trying to find positions for everyone…but no guarantee and in fact maybe you should look for a job.” I’m stressed!
Weigh In
So I had my weigh in. I only lost 0.6. I lost a stinking half pound! Only a half pound for all my hard work! What is up with that! It’s super frustrating! I wanted to scream with frustration at the scales when I saw my piddly weight loss.
Even as frustration poured through me, I kept telling myself ‘it wasn’t a gain’. The only failure is a gain! A maintain is a victory. A loss of even an ounce is a a victory! So being disappointed by a half pound loss is stupid. But it’s human!
It’s Only
Even as the disappointment settled within me, I turned to closing out my January and calculating my total loss for the month. I ended the month with a 6.6 pound loss. Once again I felt disappointed because I wanted more. And 6.6 seems so tiny. But then I started to think about something.
6.6 pounds in one month…if I lost that every month this year…where would I be??? Not good at mental math? That disappointing monthly total multiples by 13 is 79.2 pounds! What!!!! It’s only 6.6 pounds and it would equal 79.2 pounds. That would put me very close to goal weight….by Christmas!!! All for a disappointing 6.6 pounds each month. 79.2 is not disappointing!
That made me think about that 0.6 pounds. If I just say I lost a half pound….that is shameful right? But in a year ‘only’ a half pound would equal 26 pounds! That is not shameful at all! I’ve gained 10-15 pounds in one to two weeks!!!
So instead of saying ‘it’s only’ we need to look at the long term and see about how it adds up in the long run!!!
