Holding steady. That’s the best way to put it. I’m holding steady in every aspect of life. Weight, house hunting, work. Sometimes ready is good, but in some things I would like forward progress…but hey…holding steady is better than going backwards.
Holding Steady in House Hunting
We had only two houses to look at this past weekend. Both were sold before we could even tour them. So we had a weekend off from house hunting. I wasn’t overly upset. They weren’t houses that I was ‘in love with’ and anxious to see. Furthermore, I pray that we make the right decision, that the decision is a no brainer. So I am relying on my faith…a LOT. But swing things sell so quickly just shows how crazy the market is at the moment.
I sometimes wonder if we are insane for looking at the moment. But our rent will most likely be going up…by 400 dollars (if the apartment complex website is any indication). Our rent was already on the high side. Decisions decisions decisions!
So no change in the house hunting. Holding steady.
Slow and steady at work
Work is much the same. Nothing much is happening. I’m not exactly happy. It is still a very toxic work environment. It is still a demoralizing and demeaning experience where we are made to feel inferior and inept. (Seriously…as a real life example….one process has two instructional documents …each give totally different instructions. An associate sends a daily email with yet different directives. I spoke with a supervisor and got yet another direction. Which to follow? Because if I do it one way I am told how wrong I am…but if I do option two it is also wrong…same with option three and four. Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. It’s insane!)
But….even with work being this way, I am really trying to not dwell on it. I am trying to go to work with a mindset of…. It’s just a job…do your 8 hours. Do your job and don’t focus on the back and forth and all around directions. Block out the negative. Laugh off the disorganization and resulting ‘you were wrong’ talks. Taking that mentality has helped. Still not fun. But it has helped. So work is holding steady.
Weight loss is holding
My weight is holding also. Quite literally. Each week my official weigh in is the same…week in and week out.
That’s good. But it’s also not what I want! First of all. I have my own little ‘Geronimo’ challenge/ bet going with Jason! I want to win!
But let’s be honest. I want to lose the weight because I am tired of being fat. I’m tired of feeling this way. I want to be healthy!!! So holding steady is NOT good enough!!!
