Monday, August 11, 2008

Emotionally I'm feeling a bit better today. Last night I was just down down down. The eating choice was just one thing. Poor Todd, I walked into the door and he took one look at me and knew that something was wrong. Poor guy asked and I just started rattling off things. Yes, the option to eat my own food versus going out to eat was one...but there were a few other things. Things that I will not go into on this blog....just basic "life sucks emotions". (my work situation is one....I like my job but get paid peanuts. THe jobs I find that pay decently I HATE..the ones I like don't pay!....where is the justice in this? ) I got online for a bit and answered emails, wrote my entry and read some other blogs....but I just didn't have it in me to do anything. So I took my drink (GLASS OF WATER) and curled up on the sofa under a blanket and watched the olympics. Todd came out with me after a bit and we just layed on the sofa together watching tv. OK, he was exhausted for some reason so it wasn't long before I lay there watching tv and he lay there sleeping...but it still felt good to have him holding me close.

So after my really good day what did he scales say????? .2 pounds UP. Yesterday I was at 180.4. Lovely! (note the sarcasm)

Todd's picking me up though and we are heading to the gym this morning. So I'll be working out here shortly! Will I ever get a lucky break during this weight loss journey or will I be stuck here at 180 forever??????