I am so overwhelmed with life right now that it is ridiculous. I am moving by 5am every day and I usually don’t sit to relax until the last hour before I go to bed, and even that is interrupted with constant things to do. I want life to slow down. I want to have time to do fun things. Yet somehow my time is sucked up with a gazillion other things! I kid you not, I was deep cleaning the kitchen at 5am the other morning…it’s when I had the time.
So yeah, the quilt that I was so excited about making? I haven’t had time to work on it in months!
And it’s sad because you can see that I have more than half of the lonestar completed! Dollhouse stuff I’ve been busy with that right? Well no, none of that either. The last thing I did was back in late December when I worked on the library.
I’ve found a bit of time to read, usually in the middle of the night while I can’t sleep! Or a random few minutes here and there. I haven’t had time to create and edit a video for YouTube in ages. I struggle to find the time to post on here. I have a draft of my reading for the last 30 days..it has a list of books, but no reviews written. No time!
Work has been crazy lately…which doesn’t help matters. I think it will continue to be busy for the unforseeable future, but hopefully the crazy will disappear!
I have been enjoying a period of freedom from weight loss. I’m not hyper focused on tracking or monitoring or anything. I’m cognizant of what I’m eating, but not obsessing. That’s a welcome change after the last gazillion years. I’m not gaining, and slowly (like really slowly) seeing the numbers on the scale start to trend down. I need to get focused a bit more…but I’m happy with the lack of obsession!
So I’m here. I’m not out of the game with weight loss, but maybe, I’m learning to eat intuitively? Maybe? Dare I dream?
