I haven't totally given up.  My great big head of the emotional eating monster has hit.  I'm trying to maintain some control....not that it's working.   I have gotten to the gym a few times thus far this week.  So I'm trying.
I haven't given up on writing here, I am just struggling with my effort to put one foot in front of the other and make it through each day, writing here is just, well.....it takes energy that I don't have.  
I can only hope and pray that all this somehow rights itself and life returns to some semblance of normalcy and happiness.
 
