Wednesday, June 17, 2020
I am still maintaining. I would love to say that I’m losing, but it is a maintain.
I sometimes feel like a failure for not losing.
I know I know. I can’t let these feelings overtake me. I can’t let my frustration overwhelm me because if I do, it will derail me. I know that I’m still here so this is not a failure.
We have continued to walk after I get off work each day. However, I have been super busy on my breaks from work and have not started the bike rides. I have also been trying to really rest to let the heel (plantar fasciitis) heal. There is a reason for the crazy busy and the drive to heal as fast as possible but I’m not going to get to that in this post!
I have seemingly developed a nasty case of poison. Both legs have some spots...knees down. (The left leg near my ankle is the worst...it’s oozing and just nasty!). And I have also developed a spot on my neck. How fun....not!
My eating. I’ve been actually pretty good with this. Have I been perfect? Well of course not. Have I restricted and pulled my numbers down to where I should be? Absolutely. (and that is why I’m frustrated because I should be dropping weight!)
You can see on this graph that my eating hasn’t been bad!
I’m not letting it deter me though. I am making healthier choices.